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Teen Suicide

i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body


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teen suicide’s first & only proper album, ‘i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body’, has been a sought after release for many collectors after it’s ultra-limited vinyl release in 2012. Now, Run For Cover Records will be reissuing my own hell, with remastered audio, expanded artwork and 8 never-before-issued bonus tracks. Across the album’s 10 songs, the band displays a knack for different sounds and styles. Intimate, keyboard driven tracks like ‘cop graveyard’ and ‘grim reaper’ sit beside more energetic full-band outings like ‘dead bird skeleton and ‘give me back to the sky’, the latter even adding an evocative viola, piano and choral arrangement to it’s chaotic center. It’s to the band’s credit that their more outré moments feel necessary, not distracting. What becomes clear upon listening to ‘my own hell’ is that beneath the dreamy haze & noisy apathy of teen suicide’s recordings exist ernest, extremely well-written pop songs that reflect and express the uncertainty and desperation of reality.

  1. 'anne'
  2. give me back to the sky
  3. have you been eating that sandwich again
  4. the way we were with people
  5. cop graveyard
  6. dan collins vs. the maryland judicial system
  7. dead bird skeleton
  8. grim reaper
  9. the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams
  10. swallow
  11. dead cat
  12. spooky ghost
  13. no, the moon
  14. i am my own hell
  15. afterlife dating
  16. if i cleaned everything
  17. untitled-oct19
  18. yr glow (acoustic demo)

First Press:
300 Orange
700 Brown
1000 Black

Second Press:
1000 Purple / Green / Cream Tri-Color

Third Press:
1000 Neon Purple

Fourth Press:

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